Letter to self (part-2 reverse)
Letter to my childhood-self(part-2)
Dear Bidisha/my adult self(whatever),
Adult!!!Right? Before extending any predefined courtesy,let me ask which particular "adult" quality do you have?Right to vote? well as per my knowledge, you are an disaster in that as well!!😜
Jokes apart, sorry I took too long to write a descent reply(5months,hmmm)big deal. Actually, I was too busy, with exams, school, watching football matches, playing and most importantly, talking. I was rather figuring out what to write to someone, whom I will exactly immitate as I grow. "Fool"?Me? really??O' girl please you are a big repository of that.
'Repository'!!unfamiliar to my young timid "non-computer" dictionary,Right?It is indeed. And that is the exact reason, I admire you. you learnt that term!you taught me many more stuffs.
Now, you want me to give you lectures about my ownself to you so that you are validated!!I mean what is wrong with validation? It is no villain, just make sure whom are you seeking it from? You are wiser than me right, well atleast your grey cells are aged, give it a thought, are the ones you are blindly looking upto, an epitome of EVERYTHING?NO! they are just level2 in the learning curve. You are in no way less than them, and importantly who even asked you to compare! You only say "Everyone is differently coded and crafted" so, why don't you yourself accept it!
Oh by the way, congratulations on the debate and the hackathon and the job you got in your adulthood. Albeit your achievements are not big milestones, but atleast they are your very own. Accept those man!atleast give me a reason to look forward too.You don't boast but atleast accept those to me. And you know the only hope I have, is to be YOU, don't ever think of quitting, atleast for me.
And yes everyone loves me, atleast they show they do, but you know what, few myths are better broken in adulthood,right? Don't feel sad while facing the truth. You know why am I appreciated on every little thing I do, because they know I won't be able to handle those setbacks as you do. You are stronger than me in every way.
And yes I am enjoying life, without even understanding what it is. While you are understanding life hence you are taking time to enjoy it. But I know you will figure everything out for me. Please restrict using that innate object in your fist,your phone. It is boxing you like anything else. And why the hell are you not regular in watching football matches when you have time!!You know I have to nag back from tutions to do the same.Crazy girl.And well, thanks for those spoilers.😏😒
And yes,Granda-grandma are doing well. They too are dreaming of you and hope one day you make them proud. And well let me tell you they love you exactly the same.
Listen Bidisha,
You are all I have ,purely genuinely and lovingly. You are all I look forward to becoming one day. I know you be do what's best for me. I will love you the way you are too. That's all for now I have a really busy and fun life,lazy girl.
Do say "Hi" to everyone in your life.
Keep writing when you feel I will reply late as usual.😝
With loads of excitement,
Your junior self
Be you soon
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